The weekend was consumed with plans to move out of
our home of a decade, relocating our stuff into a smaller pile of stuff in
storage, and plans to hang with friends, eat, drink, share a few poems and
continue upkeep on the vacant lot on S. 5th Street we've dubbed Nothing Yet
Community Garden. Keegan, Lopi, Times
Up! volunteers and neighborhood members have been spearheading the guerrilla gardening
effort. "People tell me my lifestyle of being
broke, risking arrest, scrounging for food, so I can help others, start gardens,
educate, is not sustainable," he confesses. "I tell them their
lifestyle is not sustainable."
I wondered
if any of it was sustainable as we ate with friends and finalized plans for
moving day, imaging the clash of bodies and boxes, navigating stairs and
stress. My Dad had a heart aneurysm during a similar move almost forty years prior.
Its lessons still linger in my mind.
But we
slowly did it. Moving most of our stuff
out Saturday after packing boxes for days. That afternoon was hung out for a
late afternoon lunch and nap, with the girls off at play dates. We were actually enjoying moving day together.
When they
returned, the girls did somersaults in the vacant living room. Dodi had first entered that room in
Caroline's stomach in December 2002.
Those ten years in one house are as long as I've lived anywhere. We've protested wars and conventions, taken
job interviews, licked our wounds after losing them, organized meetings, had
dinner parties, watched parents drop by, and sat Shiva for others, welcomed new
kids, friends, and jobs and watched wars recede, presidents elected, and storms
rise, and celebrated birthdays through these windows. But it feels good to move down the block,
shake things up, and reach for the sky.
"If
ups the word, then lets touch the sky," EE Cummings' words immediately
jumped into my mind when I heard about JC's poetry ride, I knew I had to go to,
even if we were moving.
I was delighted to hear about the
Times Up! poetry ride Sunday.
Join us April 28th for a living
interactive experiment of word, sound and movement. We will bike through NYC
stopping at specific locations to read poems and create spontaneous interaction
with art. Bring your own poems to read or your favorite poets'.
"So happy to hear that one of
Nuyorican Poets founding padres, Jesus-Papoleto
Melendez will be joining us Sunday," declared one of JC's posts.
"Preparate for something special. Plus we'll be taking to ride to the
Nothing Yet Community Garden. Whoop Whoop!!!
Here's a loose itinerary for Time's
Up Poetry Ride where we read poems with associated themes. Special guests are
being recruited. If you have an idea for a different stop please post it here.
Starting at 3 pm Washington Square Arch: We sound our barbaric yawp and burst forth in kinetic inspiration.
Weather Underground House: Verse subverse. Rage. Fire.
Edna St. Vincent Millay's House: Wild love. Uninhibited lust. Kinky passion. Strange fruits.
Rawhide (RIP) Chelsea: Vaseline and Jockstraps
Allen Ginsberg Apartment: Sunflower Sutras - Perpetual Spring Frolic, Grass and Gardens
Williamsburg Bridge: Sonic tone poems - sounds and movement, East River Ritual.
East River Bar (or other watering hole) Drunk poets society - more dancing and mayhem."
Starting at 3 pm Washington Square Arch: We sound our barbaric yawp and burst forth in kinetic inspiration.
Weather Underground House: Verse subverse. Rage. Fire.
Edna St. Vincent Millay's House: Wild love. Uninhibited lust. Kinky passion. Strange fruits.
Rawhide (RIP) Chelsea: Vaseline and Jockstraps
Allen Ginsberg Apartment: Sunflower Sutras - Perpetual Spring Frolic, Grass and Gardens
Williamsburg Bridge: Sonic tone poems - sounds and movement, East River Ritual.
East River Bar (or other watering hole) Drunk poets society - more dancing and mayhem."
Sunday, I woke still tired but excited for the ride.
I'd join Keegan, Lopi, Jeremy and Jennifer to transfer boxes from Bed Stuy to
our garden in Williamsburg. Iconic gardener
Adam Purple greeted us on our way out.
Back in the garden the space was coming more and
more alive. We greeted volunteers and
turned the wood boxes into composting crates.
Bill helped us access water for the plants. And the garden was coming alive.
And others made plans to attend the land use
committee of the community board on May 6th.
Cyclists from Times Up! greeted me on my ride over
the Williamsburg bridge to Manhattan to join the poetry ride starting at three.
Riding up through the Lower East Side from the bridge,
I saw JC and Brennan riding through the street with the sound bike in tow.
Standing under the arch, JC welcomed everyone,
reminding us of Marcel Duchamp's 1917 declaration of a "free and
independent Republic of Washington Square" from this very spot. There,
artists and poets climbed on the top of the arch, had tea and established on
occupation of their very own.
Nuyorican Poet Jesus-Papoleto
Melendez followed standing on the makeshift poetry reading Lawrence
Farlinghetti's Poetry as an Insurgent Art.
Some of the rest of us followed, with words from EE
Cumings, Allan Ginsberg, and others.
"There are no passengers on this spaceship
planet earth," explained Nadette. "There are all the crew."
I read Howl as we left the park, screaming out
stanza after stanza, riding, taking breaks for a stanza at each stop light,
creating a clusterfuck of cars, bikes and bodies in the streets.
"We are not on drugs, we are the drugs" JC
declared, riding us down 7th Ave, meandering through the meandering Greenwich
Village Streets where we paid homage to Edna St Vincent Millay where at her former home on the corner of Bedford and Commerce.
I read from Howl and Judy read EE Cummings. Photo by Fahad Javaid |
Judy Ross read to read EE Cummings to the gang:
may i feel
said he
she read:
may i feel said he
(i'll squeal said she
just once said he)
it's fun said she
(i'll squeal said she
just once said he)
it's fun said she
(may i touch said he
how much said she
a lot said he)
why not said she
how much said she
a lot said he)
why not said she
(let's go said he
not too far said she
what's too far said he
where you are said she)
not too far said she
what's too far said he
where you are said she)
may i stay said he
(which way said she
like this said he
if you kiss said she
(which way said she
like this said he
if you kiss said she
may i move said he
is it love said she)
if you're willing said he
(but you're killing said she
is it love said she)
if you're willing said he
(but you're killing said she
(tiptop said he
don't stop said she
oh no said he)
go slow said she
don't stop said she
oh no said he)
go slow said she
(cccome? said he
ummm said she)
you're divine!said he
(you are Mine said she)
ummm said she)
you're divine!said he
(you are Mine said she)
I read Rumi and Ginsberg. Brennan played us an audio recording of Edna St. Vincent Millay reading, her voice
reverberating from the sound bike through time.
photo by jc augustin |
And Jesus-Papoleto
Melendez stood declaring: "I will jump out of the window if that's
what it takes to please you sexually," pausing, "only if you live in
the basement."
He read from Pedro Pietri's Telephone Booth 905 1/2.
woke
up this morning
feeling excellent,
picked upthe telephone
dialed the number of
my equal opportunity employer
to inform him I will not
be in towork today .
"Are you feeling sick?"
the boss asked me
"No Sir," I replied:
"I am feeling too good
to report to work today.
If I feel sicktomorrow
I will come in early!"
feeling excellent,
picked up
dialed the number of
my equal opportunity employer
to inform him I will not
be in to
"Are you feeling sick?"
the boss asked me
"No Sir," I replied:
"I am feeling too good
to report to work today.
If I feel sick
I will come in early!"
Feeling the words vibrate through me, I thought
about the poetry of the garden we were creating, the stories already growing
from there. I thought of the work of
making a family and a garden grow, as well as the poems and bike rides which
occupied my Sunday afternoons. Still, the
ideas of play and work sometimes appear contradictory. Walt Whitman once wrote,
“I shall use the words America and democracy as convertible terms.” These two
terms may sometimes be contradictory as well. But their source bears an
important lesson about play and community building. Think of poetry–it could
not be less important, or more meaningful. They help us reinvent ourselves and
our stories over and over again. Riding
home water from the fire hydrant poured on the flowers in Nothing Yet, helping
them grow, helping us all.
reading poetry at diaz y flores. photo by jc augustin |