“Other people, so I
have read, treasure memorable moments in their lives: the time one climbed the
Parthenon at sunrise, the summer night one met a lonely girl in Central Park
and achieved with her a sweet and natural relationship, as they say in books. I
too once met a girl in Central Park, but it is not much to remember. What I
remember is the time John Wayne killed three men with a carbine as he was
falling to the dusty street in Stagecoach,
and the time the kitten found Orson Welles in the doorway in The Third Man.”
― Walker Percy
― Walker Percy
I
always loved this line from the Moviegoer
by Walker Percy. A southern writer fallen
from god, only to have the movies catch him, I could not help but relate. Growing up in the South, the movies were the
world which connected the wanderlust with the everyday. The movies were a way to stay connected with
something far larger than one’s self. They
were a way to transform the everyday into something magical, a least for a
little while, as Woody Allen reminds us in the Purple Rose of Cairo.
Religions have words for this kind of thinking. All of the mysteries of life can be found in
the movies. It’s a line repeated
throughout the history of cinema. We
hear it over and over. And certainly,
there are any number of terrible movies out these days. But there are also the movies we turn to each
year like old friends, or lingering maladies. Myths of eternal return take any
number of forms, including as films. I certainly
have my yearly favorites, which connect my life with all the places I have been
and hopefully will be. Each New Years I
watch Gone with the Wind and Fiddler on the Roof, connecting my life
with a thousand memories of what is wrong with the South, the struggle for
something else, the loss of a home, and the hope that maybe tomorrow really
will bring something better. “As God as my witness… I’m going to survive
this and when its all over, I will never be hungry again,” declares Scarlett O’Hara,
picking herself up off the ground as the camera fades back showing the red sky
on the movie stage. “If I have to lie, cheat or steal, I will never be hungry
again.” I am moved every year I
watch. I am also repulsed to think about
my Southern family and its part of this terrible legacy. But this is what remembering is all about.
It is also what Gone
with the Fiddler is all about. Caroline
get the idea started when she posted on facebook that it must be new years
because we’re watching Gone with the Wind and Fiddler. Over the years, I used to watch Bowl Games on
January 1st, but then the BCS changed the system from a one day
feast capped with a national champion, to a three week spread of bowl
games. I lost interest and started going
to the St Mark’s Church Poetry jam or Hoppin’
John parties and watching movies on January 2. The first year or two, we just watched
Fiddler and Gone with the Wind. Last
year, we added a crawfish
etouffett, followed by History of the World and Decline of Western Civilization, ending
with Fritz Lang’s M. And
the film served as a preview for a new book.
Like every year, the
event serves as the end of the holidays.
They usually start with our RTS holiday party at the end of December,
which began as activists did jail support during the RTS Buy Nothing Day Action
of November 1999 before Seattle. Over
those years, the same group of people have morphed with the movements they have
supported, shifting from global justice to peace after 9/11 and public space,
civil liberties, the environment, and eventually back to Wall Street where
Reclaim the Streets started its third action in New York, beginning in Zuccotti
Park in June of 1999. This year, we were
not able to meet at Life Cafe as we had over the previous decade. It was shuttered by repair costs after
Irene. Instead, we met at Blue and Gold
Bar in the East Village. Friends from
Times Up, Reclaim the Streets, Lower East Side Collective, the Absurd Response to
an Absurd War, Radical Homosexual Agenda, and Occupy Wall Street (OWS) dropped
by for hours of connecting, sharing stories, reveling in what a year we had had
and making plans for the year ahead.
Many from OWS arrived after their general assembly. I learned a long time ago in organizing, there
are times when people who will not go to a meeting will go to a bar. For better or worse, it is a lesson worth
paying attention to if one wants to hear what is really going on with people
and connect with those active and inactive in movements.
Gone with the Fiddler
is a far smaller affair, a time for longer conversations. This year, the lineup war far more
complicated. Earlier
in the year I had read the biography of New York activist Vito Russo, whose
Gay Activist Alliance movie nights at the firehouse were the stuff of activist
legend. They were also the source for
his work, the Celluloid Closet. Larry
agreed to help me curate the affair. We
started with “everybody needs a maid” from Funny
Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum, starring Zero Mostel, an icon of
Gone with the Fiddler. Building on the
silly spirit of the evening, Caroline popped in one of our favorite
contemporary scenes from recent movies, when Will Ferrell is
forced to justify his decision to pray for the baby Jesus as opposed to older
bearded adult Jesus in Talladega Nights. Will Ferrell prays: " dear tiny Jesus, with your golden, fleece diapers, with your tiny little fat balled up fist ..." When reminded JC was also a grown man with a beard, he retorts, "... look, I like the baby version the best, do you hear me?" Building on the Borscht-Belt humor, we followed with Bananas. This early Woody Allen gym is a
favorite for so many reasons, not the least of which is the silly send up of
the activist willing to go to any length to show he’s committed enough to get
some action from a young revolutionary, whose many assets had inspired him to
join the fold in the first place. Howard Cosell's commentary of the murder of a Latin American leader is both twisted and hilarious. From gallows humor, we shifted to Herschel Bernadi’s The Front,
starring Woody Allen and Zero Mostel.
After being blacklisted, Heckey is driven to jump out a window. Allen is called to testify at by the House on
Un American Activities Committee. The
beauty of the movies is one can say what one probably would not have said in
real life. Bretolt
Brecht famously jousted with the HUAC hearings, as many did. He joked about
language, meanings, translations, and the very nature of revolution. Watching the old reels of
this testimony, its amazing that he was able to inspire laughter, a testament
to the subversive capacity of humor. Of course, the Allen character in the front
faced far less real life consequences when he told the committee that they
could “go fuck themselves” before being lead off to jail.
We
had debated what to show after this, favoring the Invasion of the Body Snatchers as a useful link to the 1950’s cold
war hysteria of the era. This
undercurrent of fear followed into our next pick, the atmospheric opening scene
of Twin Peaks. Neither worked as well
in the group setting.
What did work were the sci-fi
flicks on deck. We followed with Ridley Scott’s
Alien and Blade
Runner, two of the my favorite sci-fi films.
Larry wonderfully set the scene for the clips. I had never imagine Alien as an anti
corporate film. Blade Runner is perhaps
the most beautiful film I know. The Rutger Howard final soliloquy
as he runs out of time speaks why it is that we would be well advised to live
as well as we possibly can live and what it is we can do with these short few
years we have.
The science fiction films of this era, starting with
2001, then Star Wars, Alien and Blade Runner, they are some of the most compelling
of stories I know. They still tell us
who we are, what we struggle with, and hope to be.
They
are also visual poems. Just as we
finished with M, the year before, we concluded with a silent film this
year. Caroline pulled out Dreyer’s Passion of
Joan of Arc, the remake of the 1920’s silent film. Watching the trial, the white faces rail
against the Arc, I saw the injustice of HUAC as part of a far larger story of
human cruelty.
Finishing the movies, we sat to chat, clean the
dishes and make plans for future conversations.
We’re glad you are here 2012.
Welcome.
Addendum
Finishing 2011, our
stories were connected into something global, from the Arab Spring to the
European Summer and the US Fall. Colin
Robinson, who helped us published ACT
UP to the WTO, felt compelled to bring the story of OWS from the ground to history
last fall. This year, his labors and the
labors of the sixty authors, including myself, crazy enough to take part, have
become part of a new book on the
early history of the movement. History moves as we walk and sleep, often in
odd ways. Sometimes its important just
to get it down, even as it is moving and eluding us.
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