Rebel Dodi by Brennan Cavanaugh
bs and company at XR by Erik R McGregor
City Tech Students at the 2019 Literary Arts Festival!
“I love that every
time I run into you, I know shit is about to go down,” my friend Vanessa commented
after we got out of jail last week. “Always a pleasure to be arrested with you.”
We were part of the
62 people arrested in New York, acting up for the Extinction Rebellion, demanding the city of New York, that the world acknowledge the problem, identify
solutions and act on them asap.
Feel
the fear I fear and act on it, implored Greta Thunberg.
Its terrifying and strany beautiful,
the eros effect connecting
local actions with global movements.
Its terrifying and strany beautiful,
the eros effect connecting
local actions with global movements.
I’ve felt it in the AIDS and the global justice,
anti-apartheid and black lives matters movements.
I felt it in LA Riots in 1992.
I felt it as a kid watching Quadrophenia
with the mods battling the rockers.
I ate blue pills and wore a bomber jacket
just like they did.
The direct action world connects us in
these ways,
music and dreams.
music and dreams.
Sex and wanderlust.
Hope and despair pulling and lulling.
It’s a way of commuting with the living and
the dead.
When I get arrested, I always think of my heroes,
living, long gone, and somewhere in between.
Keith Cylar keep up the struggle,
We chanted after Keith died, getting
arrested once again.
Wash your ass, Wash your ass, we screamed
walking down Sixth Avenue after Bob passed from this world into the next, a Stonewall
Veteran who never sat on his laurels.
I always think of him,
Of them.
When I take a bust.
Connecting those experiences with new ones,
new friends,
People who were part of old actions,
Expanding a maze of interconnections,
Between here and there.
And where we are going.
New movements building on past movements,
The Extinction Rebellion is expanding every
day,
People blocking roads,
Playing yoga in the
streets,
Sticking their bodies to public transportation.
The kids are taking the lead,
I hope they are ok.
The traumas they are contending with – the live
shooters,
The violence, the neglect, the climate in flux,
Fears, something gripping the kids.
All the kids, anorexia nervosa, text
phobia, Prozac, suicide fantasies,
The world as we know is leaving them holding the bill.
“Since
our leaders are behaving like children, we will have to take responsibility they
should have taken a long time ago,” Greta told UN climate change summit..
The day after the bust
the kids ran our literary arts festival at the college.
the kids ran our literary arts festival at the college.
Reminding
us of our more abundant
narratives,
Our students reflected on the questions running through their heads:
““Not everything that is faced can be
changed, but nothing can be
changed until it is faced.” ― James Baldwin.
One of the MC’s repeated over and over
again.
Think
about that.
The tides flow through our lives here,
Bringing rising seas and ideas.
And lots of ideas.
“Maybe I’m still trying to figure out who I
am?
Maybe we are still trying to figure out who we are…”
All through the festival I’m thinking about our day in jail during the Extinction Rebellion,
The dozen hours of conversations.
The dialogs with Sylvia R and Leslie F, who
I met in that same holding pen in 1998 after Matthew Shepard was killed.
Oh Keith and Charles and my PSC comrades
who were there with me three months prior.
On my RTS friends from June 18 1999 whose
sticker still adorns the cell.
No Police state, someone scratched on the
door.
And the groups we held all afternoon.
Lets popcorn through feelings.
What’s said in group stays in group.
I feel angry that ... I feel grateful
that...
I feel sad that.... I feel happy that...
I feel afraid that ... I feel secure (or
hopeful) that...
I feel guilty that... I feel proud that ...
The confessions, the conversation, the
dialogue through time.
The friends who supported us when we got
out.
The Extinction Rebellion and an echo
through time.
““Not everything that is faced can be
changed, but nothing can be
changed until it is faced.” ― James Baldwin.
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